After a long time...

Its been a while I'm not in blogging. Why? Well, I'm not sure. Bcs its not a thing nowadays. A lots has been happening these days. So much drama to tell in here. Why come back to this blog? What purpose that I want to write? So basically, this is the only platform that I can talk, to write abt anything without being judge. Bcs no one will read this. No one can ever find my blog.

So why blog if it not the purpose to anyone can read? Well, I chose blog because to look elegance ofc. Luls. Who want to write a diary or journal? Not my kind of thing. Beside I already created this blog a long time since I was 18 y/o I guess. So thanks to 18y/o me that have been create this beautiful blog. Bcs I dont even remember how to add some cool features in here. Even when I try to edit some html abt this feature end up its not working.

Its funny though when I read back my old post in this blog. Huh so immature shahira! But deep down those past memories have keep me growing stronger. Thats a lot of memories that I wish I never had. Well, thats life. You cannot delete the memories but you can make those memories to be part of your point to grow and keep moving on. 

What else? So now here I am still in this blog want to post abt my turning point of my life perhaps. End of my degree life after 4 years. Alhamdullilah get my first job after done my intern. Going to be graduate this October and a lots will be happening this October. Omg even I could not imagine that im going to be engage. Oh such a long journey to be here. After almost 3 years, he make a big step to met my parents. Actually he met all of my family though, my uncles, siblings, cousins and grandparents. Funny story but I get to there later. Oh I wish this journey have been blessed by Allah. We chose to make our relationships halal bcs of Allah. 

Thank you.